i wil give up anyting to be with u again . it is not funny. sigh.

Everyone has been really kind . i really appreciate it .

People who lend a listening ear

People who tries to tok me out of this bullshit but i am so stubborn.

People who offer who help me and him get back together.

People who tries to distract me yes-- alvin kelvin cyril sam ren tina . esp tina i really think u are cool

damn . lao gong gong. ..i miss everyting about u .
i nvr thot u were not good enuf. rem how i told u if someone tries to say u are not good enuf i will bash him /her up for u ?

i nvr told pple u were the wrong one until that night in lavish when u said all those nasty things

eg u want to sleep with other gals...

okie thats honesty at least

eg. yelling at mi in public (VIP area of lavish)

that was very hurtful

looking at the other gals short skirts when i am talking to you.

that was also vey hurtful

Every mean things u said if like a million knives stabbing...woah or prob worse .

cuz deep cuts are not really painful ..it is when u do it continuously and u add a twist to it . that is when it really is painful until i want to pass out.

anyway i really miss him .

it is probably the only thing i want so badly ever.