Welcome to my life and my evil thoughts

hurt

2010-04-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

Blogging again.

i suppose I am going to take 5 mins to pen my thoughts.

i am starting to blog again as I am certain no one will read this anyway.

I don't think my current guy I am dating cares to read this ..even though I had shown him my blog before.
Maybe I am not that fascinating ...maybe I am just plain not right for him.

These blog entries will mainly be my relationship with him - hopefully it will help me cope better and also about my investments choices.

I suppose I would like to see myself grow as a person, whether it is with another person or alone.

I hope this blog will track my growth ...from my past as a teen partying away to being an adult, responsible and mature.

touch down !!!

2009-01-10T02:29:00.000-08:00

I have landed on Sunny Singapore.

Suffering from really bad jet lag....

YAWNZ ...

tonight : ZOUK!!!

and

a mystery someone !

ivan bday!

2008-01-06T07:15:00.000-08:00

ivan bday!!

Firstly, it was awesome to meet the guys ! cuz we havent had a chance to meet up ! except for dewei and ivan ...ivan whom i saw randomly!

and then theres headache chris and shujin!whom has became nearly - indianfied..

and theres fabian and ben who came later? i assume or ben who dint turn up

two funny tings happened...

1. shujin told mi room number was 2028

so i knocked on it for 5 mins..banging and shit...

but it was 2027!!!

no one told mi the change in room number ..thans arH!

2. spices ask mi to buy plastic cups..and i tot it was plastic CARDS! omg

so i got plastic cards!!

spices" did u get the cups?"

jun:" erh...cups?"

jun tinks..shit

jun:" shit, i tot u meant plastic cards........" showed her the cards! hahaha...everyone nearly fainted

SentoSA!

2007-12-28T06:07:00.000-08:00

SENTOSA HERE WE COME !!

day started off with unable to convert mi licence . i am lacking alot of documents ! sO ANGRY!

and had to HIKE TO sentosa..i miss my car. i miss my freedom..i miss mi convenience

mi ! enjoying the breeze

sadako in the beach

i tink lay will kill mi for putting tis pix on publie

honglay and jerv-cam-whorin ! why?!
haha

mi and dewei ..more cam-whoring !

dunt know why there are shadows ard the lens..so odd..but nice effects

group pixie! i like ! the waves was pushing mi in ..actually

my friends:" stop pushing us !!"
i was rocking and rocking ..

i look so fat..shit.. no more eatinng !

mi and lay..cam whoring again . our fave past time ...i tink we are jus bored

what are u doin lay?! SCANDALS SCANDALS pictures..

mi and dewei...

soldier in disguise..

jervis..look like some cambo worker..

mi and jervis!

nice weather..we were really lucky cuz it did not rain..

someone built a sand castle..but we dun noe who ..there were cute turtles on the top ! hehehe...i heart ! so cute..not us ,.we dint built it..but tis started the craze of castle building ..

jer and lay spend a long time trying to build a penis ad two balls..hmmm

can u see the turtles jervis insist on seeing the turtle..so headache

mi and dewei..:)

us three!!!!

penis and two balls !

hahahaha

honglay:" papa ..what is that?"

gin:" haahaha! ask papa to show u "

dewei:" haha..papa forgot to take it out today"

gin:" its okie...can go home and show u !"

or "ask llil brother to show u " referrng to jerv

so SICK@

mi and jervis..hugs.. thans jervis for being such a good bud..friends for 10 years oredi...:) hugs

i heart xmas !

2007-12-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

i was kidnapped today

below are my two abductors ! :(

iantong aka firefighter
he told mi he was in this jog for one yr ..and only one real incident! the rest were all like dustbins caught fire! hahaha wtf

my dear brother . he is the master mind . he swindled mi ..and got mi into his car

and then i met mi dear audris for dinner !!

GINGERBREAD HOUSE

kissing gingerbread man..he is sOOOO HAWT

isnt christmas lovely? look at the few hundred bucks ornaments ..which u will have it and not touch it after one use!? haha

look at those lovely lightings ? in the buidlings ..i so heart tis lovely time of the yr!

i went branded goods hunting ..and decided ..singaporeans are mofo rich ass..

LV HAS A DAMN QUEUE!!

WTF

but overall..i heart u singapore...

melbourne gals !

2007-12-26T11:40:00.000-08:00

Guess who is in town ?
JOEY AND RONGG!! OMG !

that is FREE candyfloss at MOS ! !

it is quite gross really

CAndy floss machine ...yucks

i am SOOO RESERVED ...haha..not available pple

Outside MOS ...
so mofo smoking ..i mean its great that they do it for effects ..but ..wtf man..its retarded ..too much smoke ..i felt like i am in a middle of a haze...

turkish icecreamm...wonder why i took the pix..muz b rong..

Yummmmy dinner !!
i love the cereal prawns ..and chilli crabs ...and the scallops !

COOLL BIns in SG!

Mailing my book
followed by awesome xmas deco..i like !

i heart SG !

we went to MOS ///but i tink none of us was in a party mood.. we left at 3 am..sober ande bored...and slpy...

but it was great to see joey and rong ...

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PARTY NO 2

2007-12-24T18:41:00.000-08:00

Winne and tigger are humping////

Buttery factory!! STart of the night !! MERRY XMAS !!

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Jervis ..why is ur head there... u jus spoilt mi nice picture..:( asshle but we all still lubs u so much ! our only guy / girl

i tink the above picture is fkn hot!

Asahi time!! jervis..its Asahi!! not AsaSHI! haha

COol shot..that ended up llooking odd...jervis chan lousy photography skills!! HAHA

the next 3 pioxie, i dunnoe what regine is doin..its ..odd...

Regine ! girl with the expensive taste! but guess what she said ! buying too much branded stuff is a waste of money?! ?WTFFF!! not in a thousand yrs will i expect her to say that!

DAmn hot !!! HAWT GALS !

jervis! !! oh man ! finally cathcing with u after jus catching up on msn !

i swear to god i have such fat thighs and legs! DAMN\

Surprise Surprise !! Guess who i saw !? MY friend Kohei! kohei said he tried to ring mi on my aus mobile ! ahhh..no caller ID?! i dint noe it was him ...
HAHA. funny. yah...i forgot to ask kohei when he is goin back . i saw shane too! :)
Awesome.. someone from melb!

These are the shoes and their respective owners !

Torture Chamber 1

Look like those S&M kinda style !! MUAHAHA

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Honglay has the most comfy shoes !! SO pretty! i wan new shoes

My girly girl ones...itsm y sisters actually i only brought a few pairs back:)

the night ended early! the club was orite..not that great..so old the crowD@!@
we left at 2 am to have supper !! YUM! supper next to mi area..yummy.

aslo there was Foam pouring out! ( AKA fake snow !!! ) and regine and lay ended up getting sinus from it !FK MAN the management is such a REtard !
i miss the roti prata so much ! yummmmyyy

plans for today...? dunnoe its friggin rainning i jus want to stay at home ..it terrible

hair appt on boxing day! yay..another few hundred ...straighten ..colour...treatment cut ..damnit. so annoyed
and my hairstylist no longer works there !

Merry Xmas

2007-12-24T18:24:00.000-08:00

mi and shinta! Shinta finally back from manchester! i havent seen her for 5 mofo long years !! THans shin for ur lovely xmas present which i used straightaway ! so sweet !

Fight Fight Fight!!!

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MI girls !! !

I miss u gals soooo much !!

Steamboat was a blast! too much food .

so much food that we had to force it down our throats towards the end of the nite !
so yummy !

YAY!! i am back in Singapore !!

STeam boat!!! YUMM!! mi, kit, eunice and shinta !!

arrival

2007-12-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

I am reaching on dec 22! omfg!

i cannot wait!!!

him

2007-12-06T00:41:00.000-08:00

"i love you so much"

oh my..

hmm...u dun noe how much u mean to me too :)

do u believe in soul mate?

i tink i jus found mine

shoya

2007-11-22T05:00:00.000-08:00

i finaly been to shoya

it is soooo good!

thumbs up for shoya!

i really like all the dishes!!

YUM!!!

THans charliE!

and i got to see adrien today.

Adrien said

i am a wood rat. and my other animal is a snake. but snake and rat can get along. so that is not too bad.

But addy and his other half does not get along so it will always be an internal struggle as i said.

Anyway.

And next yr, i will have to be careful . not to be too greedy and lavish in life. save mi good luck for next time. next yr will b a good year, but the year after will be even better.

So that means two years of good luck.
i hope to give u some next yr addy:)

as for so far, this year is ending soon. whew. i hope i get to see next yr.

As for other stuff..i do not want to be a deceitful rat. i wan to b a good mouse.

hardworker? i hope i work smart. so far i am one hell of a lazy rat.l haha. eat slp. not even working hard as a physio.

oh man...the next few days ..where to bring mi sis?!ｍｉｎｇｒｕｉ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｓｓ　ｉｓ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｎｏｔ　ｂａｃ＇Ｋ１

My sis

2007-11-21T05:01:00.001-08:00

MY sis is here! so happy ! she is the best!!

okie ..

on the other hand.

i am still very insecure.

i am not ready. i am still scared.

man..i dunoe man.

no confidence. no sense of security.

No . dun call mi hun

i am not ur gf.

please.

u dun understand mi .

ah...so many things to do despite having the morning. i got so many reports to do . scared shitS!

ｏｍｇ

good nite blog.

i love tis photo btw
make mi so demure !

you

2007-11-19T05:35:00.001-08:00

it is scary

but u know the feeling ?

when u are so sure

well i am so sure that he is for me

i am so sure

slpy

2007-11-18T12:52:00.000-08:00

u know when u are tired ..

cuz u have 4 hours of slp due to an onset of stomach upset at 2 am !

when u have coffee and it is not helping

All u can tink about is for the day to end

GEEZE!

ｓｉｓｔｅｒ　ｉｓ　ｃｏｍｉｎｇ　！！

another 2 days.

I will see mi biatch.

My other half.

My closer half.

AWH!

ＮＯ　ｍｏｎｅｙ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｍｏｍ　ａｎｄ　ｄａｄ！pissing mi off abit but i am a grown adult. stop being so bitchy can!?!??!

haha!

ｏｋｉｅ　．．．

i tell myself each morning for the past few yrs

u can wake up hating the world and feeling crap

or u can wake up tinking positive and feeling upbeat.

It is really ur choice isnt it?

i chose the latter.

Urself？

crazy

2007-11-16T19:45:00.000-08:00

helping with furnitures ?

choosing dogs?

ｏｍｇ．　getting worrid!

i hope the start will b as good as the end. cuz there will b no end to it !:)

ｉ　ａｍ　ｓｏ　ｌａｚｙ　.

meant to go to the gym but i jus want to crawl into bed! no no i will change and leave soon

my dear friend,

cuz u are so pessimistic that is why i am drawn to u .

i used to be pessimistic but becuz of all the shit in life i learn to take it easy and i would like to share mi optimism with u

i dont want to unrravel your good work . i want to help you , be the person who will be ur equal and a help in life , an allie rather than a foe. i hope i dun jinx u .

promises over promises will i remember all of them ?

but the best thing i can offer is probably treat u the way i want myself to be treated too.

cuz everyone treats themself the best rite ?（ｌｏｕｓｙ　ｇｒａｍｍａｒ　）

so if i am able to treat u the way i treat myself then i will b treating you besｔ　？ make sense ?

there is only one more prob ..i am good friends with meggie . so that will also be another struggle. gimme some more time. sorry:)

tough life

2007-11-16T19:17:00.000-08:00

man ...u noe what happened yesterday at lifecare physio ?

well mi friggin phone FLew into the fritggin pool!
omg !

what happened was i was texting mi friend and i stood up , somehow my lanyard caught mi feet and the whole ting jus "plop!"　into the pool!

i was in shock !

but u know what was the first thing that came into my mind ?

Gin thots - "shit !do i have to take off mi clothes to jump into the pool to get mi phone?＂

Gin second tots- "shit! what undies am i wearing !?＂

Finally, gin said ..more like plead...to her patient :"can u help me take ?"

HAI!!!

thats mi , the first tot were not exactly mi phone but how the furk to get mi phone ?!

sigh !

at least now it is sorta working abit crazy but at least working
i can imagine the insides are corruding slowly...frig

so sad

anyway...if not my love life is perking up again !

i have a high turnover of guys in my love life. it is shocking !

i hope this one will be different :)

my fear is all things are good at the start and later it will b bad bad!
so sad
but so far i am happy.

Spending wed, thurs, fri with him was nice

better than nice actually . nice is so...blarh..bland ...bland bland

What is his name?

Dun tell u

How did u know him ?

Love machine . i am always if-ish about club picks up .

When will u see him again ?

i really dun know...

Would u like to see him again ?

Definitely!

Then how ?

Then jus wait !

Learn from mistakes.

i still miss you william :(

ｈａｔｅ　ｈａｔｅ　ｈａｔｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　

promises

2007-11-14T05:03:00.001-08:00

Promise 1

honesty

Promise 2

Go fishing

Promise 3

Call you tmr :)

i dun wan to jinx it up . so scared . if only u know how worried i am

my ten commandments

2007-11-09T00:14:00.000-08:00

okie my TEN commandments

( PS i am very sorry to whom i am dating in the next 6 months )

1. No kiss kiss guys

2.No drunk moments

3. No thinking about getting attached

4. No letting the VCP have a go at me .

5. No missing my gym

6. No motr gaining weight . its enuf !

7. No more complaining about long hours (david works longer hours)

8. No more acting like i am okie when i am not

9. No having Sex with any guy ( be it an Ex bf whom i really love or a really hot hot guy )

10. No more letting guys walking over me. i am so sick of selfish men

confused

2007-11-08T03:43:00.000-08:00

i dont know what i want.

i tink i jus want some time alone.

It is getting very disturbing.

I cannot wait to go home!

21-26 sister will b here!!

6 -12 minnie will b here!

Not good enuf

2007-11-07T03:19:00.000-08:00

i don't think i can be in a r/s

i dun feel good enuf

Another failed r/s

Another jerk

Another heartache.

I don't tink i can managed another one.

Sorry, got to let everything go .

Unable to have that kinda courage like before.

Jap food

2007-11-06T04:43:00.000-08:00

right now... lets have a look at jap cusine

Lets grade it

i love

sashimi
waygu beef
tempura
cucumber
apeptizers

Okie ..so apeptizers is the lowest grade

now pple who dun noe mi well. u wunt noe what tis mean. but feel free to ask mi on line and in person. that is fine

right now

sashimi - no one , i havent found anyone who falls in this category

Waygu beef - yes i have. He is leaving for a week. i am so stuffed . will b missing him even thou i jus met him

Tempura- yes i have three . one is a playa and the other two is really nice. unfortunately the nationality of the prawn is ...not what i want. dakmn and the other one is ...hai...no vehicle

Cucumber - i had one. i got rid of it. but i wish i wasnt so rash with him. i did things that i dint wan to do with him. many regrets. he may count as a cucmber / tempura. ...i tink . not that bad. can b better ! :) i got to say

I learn it the hard way.

apeptizer - i had one. that is also gotten rid of. i cannot take it. again , yes nationality . wasnt good beans.

Mi ex fall into waygu beef and tempura . in btw...

cuz in terms of career and stuff it is so unknown and the army
and the fact that he was violent to mi.

But he is part beef cuz he is so sweet and nice to mi. flowers. jewellery , clothes everyting , companionship. man i miss him abit.

orite mi friends - only tina, TJ , Ren and Kel noes what they mean. and they love it ! so funny!

Sashimi abit hard. all rounder ! how to find ? even as a gal i am not a sashimi.

dream person

2007-11-05T18:44:00.000-08:00

i met someone.

seems like m dream person.

he is an investment banker...used to! :)

omigosh!

giggles !

mmm what a weird one

2007-11-02T14:54:00.000-07:00

we spoke till for a few hours.

Probably the best convo i had for a long time.

Finally , i see light.

Generosity, Tolerance ....

Giving, kind. qualities i lack.

Still a fair way to go before i am actually good.

It is really not about taking . isnt it?

Looks will not make a person stay. it is what insides that counts.

Now that i see the true colours too, i felt different

Everything was different . It felt like me and Chee Hong talking.

A bit of interest and care and concern. Knowing that things were more or less good, it is amazing how forgiving love is.

This love has evolved slowly. One that was intense, passionate, to a dying flame.

And now, it is love again, but of a different kind, still intense bcuz of the past but now...it is like a warm fire on a cold day.

Something you feel that you may be able to count on but also, knowing that it is probably not going to burn you.

minnie

2007-10-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

My baby looks like a bumble bee..

So much flowers

2007-10-29T04:47:00.000-07:00

Lately, i think i must have done something right

look at these flowers.

they increase in size each day.

My favourites are roses...

ALL ROses in the bouquet

i love roses. red, pink, champagne. any colours i love !

i love flowers cuz it is so sweet. i am trying to keep the whole stalk.

The One

2007-10-21T04:57:00.000-07:00

You said you will come every day to make sure i am fine

You said you will send me to work and pick me up after work

You said you will sms/ text me everyday

You said you will make me smile

You said you will look after me

You said you will bring me food

You said you will bring me a surprise

You said you will treat me right cuz you know how to treat a girl

thank you :)

two guys and a gal

2007-10-18T05:29:00.001-07:00

Sweet

THe big one jus bloomed today. So beautiful .

Unfortunately, my photo taking skills aint as good as his.

There are still two more which have not bloomed.

I know when they do , mi luck will change. :)

mi first bouquet of flowers from a guy after breaking up.

on top of that , mi hsemate broke the shower head,
Or shld i say, the shower head broke off!

OMFG !

SO ridiculous ! haha!

Shower

and the

HEAD!

Mingrui made pasta..i muz say ..it is a terror.. okok . it isn ot too bad until u watched him make it!!!

he puts the mushroom with the noodles ?!

and add the sauce onto the noodles directly! i am goin to be sick tmr . i can so see that coming.

HELP !

but i love both mi two hsemates ! :) they are the best !

smiley

2007-10-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

gals like flowers .

i love flowers.

i may fall in love with you if you buy mi flowers

after my ex , i have not received flowers for a long time.

but :)

yay. :0) flowers:)

made my day.

will photos tmr:)

Bad luck year

2007-10-14T02:20:00.000-07:00

THis year has been filled with so much bad luck!

Okie ..lets start with the BEginning of the year. and i mean beginning

1. i was on the flight back to Melb and i had majpor case of food poisoning

i was chucking like NO TMR ! and i was ill for one whole week.

2. my house was then broken into . stolen mi lappie and mobile' but thank god they were recovered , However, i lost mi charger. so sad. so spend money to get it back .

3 i cut mi leg at work. Needed 6 stitches and an ugly scar. !

4. my long time bf broke up with mi . sad too.

5. I was dropping mi friend off for work outside bvld and i rammed into a pole in my blind spot. ! SO SAD!

6. My car was broken into. geeze. GPS and sunnies gone. They damaged my car too. THOSE ASSHOLES ! mi SON WAS RAPED!

7. My second bf and me broke up . but honestly i do miss him. it is odd huh ?

who do i miss more... ray or will. i dunoe. for now, this very second it has to be ray.

7 bad things all in one year. Can you tell me who is more unlucky than me?!

On top of that there is one family tragedy too.

SO that makes it 8 !

Can anyone be unfortunate.?!

Oh ..another ting. Alec is moving in with mi and mingrui becuz ...

he needed a place to stay and we want to pay less for rent .

Cheap ass we noe but when rent is 1600 u are fkn desperate.

:)

2007-10-11T05:15:00.000-07:00

another day another blog.

dun feel like blogging.

dun feel like doing anyting

i want to play the piano but she is not here.

i want to go for a drive but its so cold tonight.

Life Goal

2007-10-08T21:38:00.000-07:00

My Time Line AKA my DeaD LINE

24 - Masters
24- Buy my first property in Melbourne
26 - FINish Masters

26- Working in a Bank

26- Move to Hongkong ?!

28 - Climbing my Corporate Ladder
Investment banking

29- Buy a mercedes / BMW and a yacht

29- Go back to Australia - renew my PR and check out my property

30- I want to EARn my first million by 30 years old !

31- World Reknowned Finance consultant / investment consultant

32- Go Freelance into consultanting

33- Go into Shareholding and buying companies

minnie

2007-10-07T20:48:00.001-07:00

minnie ...............

minnie cannot eat!!!

Minnie drinking alkY!!

minnie looking like a QUEEN

Minnie...so CUTE !

This is my god-daughter minnie!

She is so cute i love her.

alvin owns her and i am her carer...

I am so sorry

2007-10-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

I bump u again ! i am so sorry! so SORRY! :(

dahling car, if i change the front and back bumper?! okie ? i am so sorry

shit. shit.. mi echo is turning ugly.

so upset man :(

photo blog :) but i dunoe how long i will get over the bump . if u were here i will noe wat to do. but u are not...so i dunoe wat to do when i get a bump .

i am unable to give up my lavish lifestyle

i spend without thinkin too much on food .

i like it when mi frens dun tink too much when they spend too.

i dun like it when guys are tight arses.

so if u are a tight arse. .. i tink we are not suitable for each other .

no money is not most impt but yes ...it is essential.

i am use to dating rich guys or well to do guys..and we will have good food and i mean good food

spending 50 on dinner is cheap to mi. if it is not to u ..then u are probably not suitable for mi

spending 100 for two person ..thats still affordable .

spending 200 for two person on special occassion ...that is a must.

so mebe it is the way i was brought up ?

From joe onwards. ..so joe , julien and william

they all have one thing in common , they shower me with good food, nice stuff and with william ..he was mi pillar of support.

the best thing u have given me is to break up with mi

i have grown so much as a person

the best thing you bought for me is my gps . However, i used it too much that it reminds mi of u .

i am not shure if i can ever find someone like that .

But i do noe every girl out there deserve the best. if he is not the best..mebe it is just not time .

every one tinks i am so independent. but i know that i can be such a baby

the perfect one will be

julien love for good food

julien ambitions and goals

Joe street-wise attitude and his canto accent luv it

joe way of spending

Joe's singing ..he says eason songs so nicely!!

William and joe way of being there for me.

William love of good japanese food

joe and will love for cars and me :)

william tolerance for mi

enuf said

when i find the person ...

i will be happy gin ...

but right now...

no comments.

i bump mi car again !

fk fk fk :(

raymond

2007-10-01T17:03:00.000-07:00

happy times.

but ...i want my lavish lifestyle too. how?

i wan to to dine in my nice jap places and mi nice french places.

i wan to live mi fast car life..

argh...

ray ray. miss u

fk blogging!

2007-10-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

stuff blogging !

too many pple read it .

how do u blog about ur deepest deepest tots if pple reads it.

i tink i am such a bitch.

always going into this quiet spells.

hmm...not shure what is wrong with me.

think i just miss home and mingrui is not around .

As well as ...too much on mi mind.

24 hours a day is too short for me. i need 48 hours !

a boy like him

2007-09-27T06:47:00.000-07:00

simon is so cool

becuz. .

he cleans mi room.

vacuum mi floor

untangles mi wires

pack mi shelves

clear mi table

not just that

made mi bed

he is always there for me but i hope he lets me b there for him

simon ..thans for everyting. u are like mi pillar of support too

i dunt tink alot of guys can compare to u

u are different mi dear friend.

We have our arguments and disagreements and our petty fights but at the end...we will still work out.

if i even go back home.

my mom wants me back now ..

hahe:)

yay!

but u will b someone i will missed terribly

dun like tis situation.

too emotional is the problem :)

simon simon...

J-West is so hawt! who is j-west?! :)

simon simon ..i want to dee jay!!!

yah..i will just get ear plugs

simon ..thans for being there for me ..always . u dun noe how much i appreciate u sometimes

Friends Forever.

ENUF IS ENUF

2007-09-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

i love u guys but will u stop

ASKING ME TO DO MEDICINE ! i DONT WAN TO BE A DOCTOR!

STOP FORCING TO STAY OVERSEAS!

STOP DECIDING WHO I DATE!

STOP DECIDING MI FUTURE !

STOP ASKING MI TO DO THINGS I DONT LIKE !

WHY?!

Everytime u tell me i can do whatever it makes me happy...it is nvr the case?!

I TOLD U MANY TIMES

I DONT WANT TO DO MEDICINE! OMFG!

I DONT WANT TO STAY HERE!

FOR U ...U gUYS..i give up mi life in singapore already

if you want to migrate ..do it now. so i can finally have a break !

SO disappointed in you..mom .

u may be good at making money..but as a person.. u can be quite selfish

Giddy Giddy with happiness

2007-09-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

He wrote mi a 20 reasons why he like me so much !

AWH!

SO cute.. i dun tink i want to ever remove it from my mirror!

ALVIN!

MINNIE SPOIL MY EXPENSIVE BRA! %@$%$@^@^$

U ARE BUYING A NEW ONE FOR MI!

AND SHE CHEW MI NEW ONE DAY OLD SHOES!

KNN CB!

alvin ! come home soon!!!

WE miss u !

Strangers outing has disappeared!

not earning enuf

2007-09-24T19:03:00.000-07:00

i am not over-shooting mi retainer tis month

shit!

time for plan B!

yes i am worried..

money ..important!

will give it up to october

if not..do locum and then return in jan for another job!

Yes...plan B are impt!

yay..two of mi fave patients today.

so good. but two big empty gaps not good. dry spell this month, annoyed

been speaking iwth bankers. lufing it.

i want a job to take over mi life so i dun have time to tink about ....stupid things ! :)

happy mooncake festival ...snowskin mooncake...i hope mingrui brings them back!

raymond

2007-09-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

dear ray,

if u happen to read this.

i just want to say thank you for everything.

we have to take more photos together cuz u are just so cute :)

sorry about my poor attitude last night. :(

my dear spices

2007-09-22T18:56:00.000-07:00

a million reasons why i like u ...

1. you are there for me

2. i can tok to u about anyting !

3. u are so open !

4. u can b bitchy ! do u remember sitting outside zouk and bitching about all the ugly people !? hwwhhw. we are so mad

5. u are so inspiring !

6. u can write so well! JEALOUS !

7. u are mi future housemate! ( dun u get married !!! )

8. u have such a kind heart . to me at least !

9. We get along very well ! ( cuz u are a scorpio and i am a cancer ...it is instant attraction ) !!

10. u have been mi clubbing / partying buddy since i cant rem when ! like in mi diaperS ?!

11. i enjoy having coffee/ supper sessions with u and jervis ! so cool ! i like !

12. u are have so many beautiful qualities ! it is so hard to name them all ....!!

13. u are so smart! A A A A student !

14. u r so cute!

15. u make wise choices ! until alcohol takes over ! HAHA!

16. u and sheryl took mi home when i was drunk and unconscious ! so glad to have frens like u !
and waited for mi to wake up ! :(

17. i enjoy the times we spent in TJC in the art area chatting and doing homework. ..cuz i hated science pple !

18. ohh u read mi blog ! :0)

19. we go to gym together before ! but previous gyming buddy!

20. u rock mi world !

21. i love talking to u .!

22. i look forward to seeing u each break ! i prob spend the most time with u and jervy!

23. MI shopping buddy! except..u have got very expensive taste lately..LV, LV and LV ?! FURK ! where did u get the money from !! mi mom will kill mi if i use her money to LV and gucci...

24. u are evil and scheming i like ! :)

25. patience is a virtue ..,u got so much patience for mi !

26. i enjoy wasting time with u! but now that u are working ! it sucks !

27. u always have time for me .make shure u still make time for mi in dec!

28. u are the only one who came down to melb to visit mi ! alone too ! and broughtm i a bday present! :( where are u goin next ? take mi along ..

29. i miss u terribly!

30. u are mi cabbing buddy! dun move out of simei ..u are warned ..i hope jerv dun moeve too .cuz three of us share cabby..regine has darren ..b#$@%@

ohh. but mebe i can drive us to the clubs next time ..we borrow someone SLK and drive in style k ?!

u noe ..i rreally hope ...that i will end up staying with u and jerv. for some reason i feel that it will work out.

get a car ...each ! a puppy dog ! and a pad...

we need to work hard to meet our goals !

i wish i did finance and go into banking !

boo...

i miss u babe! i will b coming home soooonnn..wait for mi !

ohh..guess wat ! i have been toking to aaron lately..and he did an ad of OCBC.. or was it modelling ! ? wateva..

i feel like tis blog is as if i am talkign to u rather than blogging. i guess this blog is just meant for u mi dear.

Can u put ur blog addy up ? again ? thans ! :) want to read ur blog .. i read it now and then before i reformat mi lappy ! :)

Mean things that pple say

2007-09-20T03:10:00.000-07:00

20/09/07

William :" right now i feel zero for you. nothing more nothing less"

Gin:" i don't love you like i did before but i still care for u as a friend. I tink u are not a bad person as u always said u are , u are just a bit messed up ..."

William:" smthg about doesnt care about what other people think- also implied my friends are thrash "

Gin:" it is your own friends who tell me things about you that is not nice." ( i was fuming cuz no one says bad tings about my friends . they stood by me despite me abandoning them when i was attached)

I don;t know how this argument continued ...but

William:" i just wanted to get into your pants.. u are just another gal whom i want to screw"

Gin :" right..okie.." (Speechless)

You know, even after a break up ...

when do u have to say such hurtful things to the other person ?

We all got together when u are in love, when u truly like another person ...

i am looking after alvin's dog now..

she is so adorable. i want a dog too.

i really really really don't understand why he has to say such hurtful things .

And then act like he is attached when he is not. (dear = Jeff)

I don't hate him but i really cannot forgive the many things he did wrong. i did wrong too but i dun like it when we hurt each other like tat

What is the point ?

You tink u will EArn extra points when u grow up cuz u scored by hurting the other person ?

You tink u will go straight to heaven ?

Honestly u gain nothing. except to worsen ur image ...

I can be a backstabbing bitch and tell your friends what u said about them

but i have not and i chose not to. Not now. cuz i noe u need them for support cuz u have no friends to start off with. u are always suspicious about them.. saying bad tings about them .

Anyway.. enuf said

mi parents are buying property in melbourne guess who they left in-charge of that task ..mi !

damn ...400 grand in mi hands! hoho !

justin

2007-09-18T05:17:00.001-07:00

JUSTIN KO

WO AI NI!!!

raymond

2007-09-17T04:49:00.000-07:00

infatuation

is when...

u stare at his picture over 100 times in one day

and

ur msn display is his cute face

and

you talk about him 24-7

and

u act like u are attached when u are single so that u are not availabe.

ray u are so cook

bliss

2007-09-16T01:19:00.000-07:00

i am so happy.

it is cuz of him..

he has brought the smile back on my face.

He asked mi why i like him ?

Ali once told mi ...that ...if u like someone..u shld have at least 50 reasons why u like them...

i use to think that ..liking someone ..does not require reason/ or reasons.

However, thinking back. It is not purely chemistry..u got to like someting about them . be it the appearances or personality.

why do i like ray...let mi see...

i always tell him cuz he is cute

but i tink i shld b able to come up with a hundred and one reasons. but i am afraid to spend too much time with him cuz i will see more of his flaws?

i like u ray becuz ...

1. u are so gentle

2. u have no road rage

3. u are so fun loving

4. u are so easygoing

5. u came to meet mi friends despite not knowing anyone and not even being mi boyfriend

6. u are so kind to me

7. u are so metrosexual

8. u are a good driver even thou u have a shit sense of direction

9. u make mi happy

10. u are half- honkie

11. u made my bed

12. u want to buy new bed sheets for me (even thou i have alot of bed sheets . it is jus that they dun match and i clean it at the end of the week )

13. u travel all the way from springvale to see me

14. u take the train home after seeing me at night during wkdays

15. u spend time with me despite ur busy schedule

16.u put smiley faces on ur sms-es (i hope it stays that way for a long time . )

17. u respect ur parents

18.u have hot tatts

19. u were determined to get mi number

20. u are logical

21. u are sensitive but also not overly sensitive

22. u are mature yet kid-like..which makes its really adorable

23. u are motivated at work

24. u are a good boy

25. we have similar taste in cars

26. u love shopping

27. u love house muzik ..i love housemuzik too

28. u accept mi for who i am

29. u are a good...kisser ..(embarrassed laffs)

30. u are soo cute...yes..physical attraction ..

30 good reasons ! without having to think hard.

i am shure the list will grow with time.

move over

2007-09-09T07:04:00.001-07:00

i have gotten out of ur clutches . :)

so happy !

without any rebound too.

yes.. u heard mi

yes ... u dun mess with gin

:) cuz i aint someone u shld mess with .be scared mister

winkz

missing home

2007-09-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

nvr have i felt such a strong yearning to go home.

i wish to pack a handbag...jus have cash, air tix, passport, mobile, house keys and leave for sg

:(

missing home

it has been 5 years .

Some people can do it, some people just cant.

and i know i just cannot do it. yes, i am emotional. so what. is it a crime?

i will never forget....

2007-09-08T03:12:00.000-07:00

some tings that i will never forget ...

some how ...

i will nvr forget the way mi first ex broke up with mi ..by sms!! wtf...

but i will also nvr forget how we are friends again ...

:)

i will nvr forget the look on joe 's face...when we were at coburg watching some movie ..which i cant rem what is it...but the look on his face was pure bliss...

very heartwarming ..

i will nvr forget the times when william hits mi ...but i will also not forget the lessons he taught mi.....the time he put in to teach mi to drive..

i will nvr forget ...mi dearest spices who ...gone thru so much last yr..

but mostly ....i will not forget u beryan..

it has been 5 yrs since ur anniversary..till today i still rem the heartache.. that i will forget to treasure live and time...cuz life is short

miss u my friend.

not shure if anyone still remembers..but i still remember you till today :)

more pictures !

2007-08-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

Why only four photos ?!

more pictures !

2007-08-29T02:42:00.000-07:00

Senseless picture blogs !

yes. i refused to publish my thoughts.

as all my thoughts revolve about the same issue.

Picture blogs...mindless senseless ones ..

honestly, i have gotten use to life without him ...

but i havent give up ..i hope you read this.

i have also supporting you from within my heart..if staying away is the best support..let that be my way of supporting you.

miss you.

photos !

2007-08-26T06:21:00.000-07:00

this is a post of photos !!

updates !!

ahha

empowerment

2007-08-25T19:20:00.000-07:00

Singlehood= empowerment.

i feel independent, strong but still lazy.

actually i do know alot of people. but i never have time to catch up with them.

Yesterday nite , i saw brendan...

wonder who stills remember random brendan.

i tink he is getting married soon . he is like frigging 28!

Yes, we exchange words and ...he lent a listening ear.

What he said made sense , in fact, what everyone said made sense...

Hence now i feel empowerment

i think i shld do FRP training, i may b happier that way!

things have been orite lately....

let mi see, i have been hanging out with alvin and gang.

Also, i made new frens at bvld...ray and his frens.

As well as being closer to mi bottle frens and the organisers...

It is good.

As for the physio, i would love to see more of them but everyone is so busy and so attached

Only me and lili ( The gals ) are single

The rest are like happily married .

There got to be smthg wrong about me since i cant hold a relationship . as for the rest,,, they seem to be doing well.

Frig shoulder hurts...trigger point in SS! not cool!

more photos from theresa party and cyril bday! whew . crazy WK~

shit happens

2007-08-24T03:25:00.000-07:00

i am sick

and he doesnt even care

william chan ..

u said u will call again

but u did not.

honestly, why did i get together with u in the first place?

i muz b blind.

i am too good for u .

work work work

2007-08-23T19:35:00.001-07:00

lately i have been very unmotivateed at work

i feel really bad. cuz i am letting miself down

on top of that

i have diarrhoea...

as if mi day cant be worse !

so i m missing a work seminartoo

which is fine ...

i am at home ..now ..

bumming

diarrhoea-ing

nt good! i hate it

work work work

2007-08-23T19:35:00.000-07:00

Kelvin's birthday

2007-08-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

AHH!! so exciting ! Kelvin bday photoS !

okie i tried to send everyone the photos but....mi msn is fkn up big time so i dunnoe wat to do . i will first blog about it and pple can sorta grab it from mi blog too?

and the ball !

what an event day !! i have mounting work but i will blog first k ?

first it was the viet ball party

it was orite ...the most eventful ting was probably mi and alicia staring at tis couple (odd one . the guy is really short and the gal is like big) pashing like theres no tmr ! it was like GET A ROOM!

everyone look great !

and i got to noe someone who does car modifications but i lost the name card most definitely but i noe his frens ! so its okie !

in case ..in case :)

second half of the night....LAVISH

it was MAD !

the night started off wrong cuz i was waiting for nancy who was so drunk that she dint pick up mi call! WOMAN!

then i went it ..party oredi started and drinks were finished ..everyone was like downing shots like water and downing crazy drinks like no tmr !

bday boy was happy cuz his lady (JOEY ) i hope joey reads this ...haha CAME ! HURRAY !

Alvin was sick as a dog but still drinking ..honestly guys !!

REN..hahaha...he was so dazed ! it is not funny! actually it was fkn funny !

AND SAM SAM SAM! u dun rem anyting ! but u squeeze mi face like many many many times i swear for 5 minutes ..i tot mi head will fall off and force mi to noe some frens ! i oredi noe them somemore ! diu !

CYril...ho h o ho..lets not even go there...cyril is fine during the party ..it is the AFTER PARTY At chilli padi ...!! let mi refresh ur memory cyril

u nearly chuck on mi ! diu...u turn away from tina and face mi ..fk....from wanna eat at chilli padi to ..no mooed to eat. i had to hold u so u dun fall down the stairs and fall on the road...then u keep screaming that u wanna go into ur car...hai and alvin CLEAN ur car k !

but all is good dahling ...poor cyril i feel so bad that i dint wanna take any pictures of u puking ! ":) shld have hor ...then put on the screen at seven on ur bday! opps

kenzie ...neighbour ...but we nvr see each other. ...was normal surprising .! noting more to comment...

jess and her sista came ..fk look like twins sia..and tina...and ashley...the four new gals i knew recently ! i especially like tina for some reason !
anyway jess was cam-whoring like me ...cuz i havent cam whore for a while i use to cam - whore alot with albert soks jas and ric...wonder wat happen?!

i miss BOC !

my night was interrupted when i saw jeff table...sigh..i knew he may b here. it is not like i wanmna stalk him . but i fkn see him whenever i fkn drive. it is retarded .

and he normally dun club so i will not expect to see him at lavish. how would i have guess he would have been there...

that night ..alot of unexpected twist and turn ..i got to noe the other side of zahbad and jave prob noe mi other side too. its funny.

anyway..the night was funny...but i tink the star of the night is not kelvin .but CYRIL! ahah

TO BE CONTINUED>>>>>>>>>>>

FK TIS ! cant upload pictures !

how could you

2007-08-15T16:03:00.000-07:00

the whole lifecare noes i am upset.

the whole bvld crew noes i am depress

the whole neighbourhood noes i am out of love

All mi friends noes i am miserable

He doesnt noe.

He thinks i am a whore.

GEEZE.

he thinks i am slutting around.

Maybe i have been flirty haha...but hell all the guys in melbourne noes i am

1. upset

2. wanting to get back with him

3. not looking for a r/s

THEY ALL know ! omg

i am so gay. it is not that i dont want to move on lo gong

but rather i love u and cuz we plan a future together before it hurts me more.

i want to get along with ur family.

i want to get along with everyone u like.

I want to be there for you.

i really miss you.

remember how we first got together?

Remember our first date ..not the one at yamato but when u made dinner for mi

Remember ur crazy bday?

I feel like i am just talking to myself. tis is not easy lo gong. not easy at all. u dun understand at all.

i wil give up anyting to be with u again . it is not funny. sigh.

Everyone has been really kind . i really appreciate it .

People who lend a listening ear

People who tries to tok me out of this bullshit but i am so stubborn.

People who offer who help me and him get back together.

People who tries to distract me yes-- alvin kelvin cyril sam ren tina . esp tina i really think u are cool

damn . lao gong gong. ..i miss everyting about u .
i nvr thot u were not good enuf. rem how i told u if someone tries to say u are not good enuf i will bash him /her up for u ?

i nvr told pple u were the wrong one until that night in lavish when u said all those nasty things

eg u want to sleep with other gals...

okie thats honesty at least

eg. yelling at mi in public (VIP area of lavish)

that was very hurtful

looking at the other gals short skirts when i am talking to you.

that was also vey hurtful

Every mean things u said if like a million knives stabbing...woah or prob worse .

cuz deep cuts are not really painful ..it is when u do it continuously and u add a twist to it . that is when it really is painful until i want to pass out.

anyway i really miss him .

it is probably the only thing i want so badly ever.

Self appraisal

2007-07-29T03:20:00.000-07:00

i tink i must be one hell of a contradicting person becuz

read my previous post...

we got back together again , and this time i am determined to make things work

how contradicting

i did not seem to have done that

becuz he put his foot down and finally broke up with mi for good.

happy

2007-04-13T18:12:00.000-07:00

happy.

We got back together

This time i am determined to make it last . and to be better i suppose.

No, my life dun revolve ard him . so pple dun worry

But he is a big part of my life i guess.

what is wrong with mi

2007-04-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

i tried
and failed again

i need
a big bashing
or some kind of wake up call

it is so hard
to be without him

i do not understand
this horrid feeling i have

man ...i dunoe wat is wrong with mi . i really dont.

all i know is that ....i was at fault too.

i really wish to be able to bring myself to break up with him .. once and for all . to end him of his misery.

what is wrong with me.

i tink i am losing it.

no longer cool . no longer gin.

j was right. maybe i shld just take his advice right from the start.

Single hood

2007-04-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

I shall devote one minute in the morning when i wake up

and

one minute before i sleep

SINGLE IS BETTER

Also ...start feeling better about myself.

They say i can always find someone better.

I shall not feel upset smalls things i shall look at the bigger picture.

Maybe someone cuter, richer, smarter.

yes, let 's be positive.

Good News

2007-04-08T20:07:00.001-07:00

My weight is

42.86 !

I am o.36 kg from my ideal weight -----> 42.50 kg

Wish my luck ..not an easy journey

i am STILL

1. eating salads for lunch on wkends . tis is like a god damn sceond nature
2. Gym as frequently as i can but cant during easter break cuz the gym was closed
3. bottle gal job. i tink that helps cuz i burn calories by working
4. abstaining from alcohol and fried oily fatty food and cakes etc ! thats a tough one. i still eat chocolates
5. rarely have supper unless of cuz ....i am so damn hungry like last nite ! cuz i had dinner at 6 pm-- instant noodles only so i was uber hungry at 11 pm and succumb to eating another packing of instant noodles
6. walking to city . burn more calories

Man, i feel accomplished . and thin .

Kit, i received ur email.

Thankew for ur concern . :) Hugz

even though u are not here, i feel ur presence and concern.

Hope u had a fantastic easter !

POST 2

2007-04-08T06:37:00.000-07:00

can someone explain the way i feel now ?

can someone tell me why r/s are so messy?

can someone tell mi ..how much is a flight to adelaide? i just want to get away from melbourne.

No Love

2007-04-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

Single again.

yah .

well.

nothing much to elaborate.

What can i say?

Nothing.

Happened so quick and i guess this time i pushed it too far.

But i feel that it is better that way.

and he rang mi parents up in the midst of our arguments .
geeze appreciated.

anyway. feel drained. weird.

slp .

not shure . HAi . work starts on tues . shld rest tmr !

miss jer and spices and regine . if only ther=y are here. at least i can KB to them

Love Machine

2007-04-05T20:22:00.000-07:00

LOVE MACHINE ...FKN white club...

anyway
bartenders were so fkn bitchy ...

hopeless night i muz say...

it is made up for by the increased pay cuz it is public hols

cross mi fingers..that increased pay on sat bvld nite too! :)

or at least more tips ..cuz i got noting much last nite!
its is a fked up nite...

bf hates tis job...

but really i like it a bit. .other than the labourious stuff ..i noe its my industry

i am not as dodgy as most of the pple .

But i really do love the music ..pump mi up abit and as well as ...

jus to dress up and stuff...

it stops mi from partying with mi frens cuz i am working ..so it is good too

i do nott deny i have been working too much lately ...prob more than ur average 22 year old ..but hell..all these money matters scare mi ..

i feel like i am spending faster than i earn ..

stuff like petrol...food, grocery..rent ..super scary i tell u

all these fears and yah ...

oh well...hope he will come to understand tat ..

even if he hates it ..he still has to bear with it. jus like i bear with his temper . his cursing when he drive ...his frustrations when he is in a bad mood ..his love for fkning other road users.

Happy easter pppl.e

have the easter bunny come knocking ?!

mine has always been here with mi ) weebit!

SO tired

2007-03-31T22:34:00.000-07:00

i am so tired..omg

i look awake above cuz thats mi not tired look!

haha

i dun tink i am tired cuz i have been working too hard..but more like thinking about the easter wekk..

instead of having a good rest ..i am goin to b working on thurs nite and sat nite...

on top of my physio jobs..

the only ting that is holding mi on is i get paid more..not shure how much more ..hopefully 1.5 ?! or 2 ?

haha

oh well...........................i wanna slp again

even thou i am suppose to b studying

ah..gotta learn how to drive to altona and st albans to nite..as well as taylor road and sunshine ave and sage road.

dman i hate it

anyway....

doin some readings !!

to b a better physio ..i love it when pple ask mi wat i do ..i am actually so diverse ...ahha....

no one seems tobelieve i am a physio ..so ..i cant wait to get mi name card! hope it before easter!!

HEH!

work work work

2007-03-24T01:52:00.002-07:00

work work work .

thats all i tink about.

feel worse than a student ..cuz i am still studying !!

HAHA!

anyway...life has been treating mi orite lately

i am working
i love both jobs
i got great frens..

i got to buy a new dress...

yada ..yada ..cuz it is for GERMS AND KEN wedding !!

ta - dum da dum!!

omg !! a wedding !

so exciting ! germs ask mi to help with make up and i said ok..but i realy dont know if i will do a great job!

Cross fingers!!!

work tonite...sigh ..i feel so slpy! but money !! :)

work work work

2007-03-24T01:52:00.001-07:00

love is BS

2007-03-17T20:22:00.000-07:00

Lately, i think my bf has been trying to make life difficult for mi, PMSing etc....

1. he gets angry over small things .

2. so self centred , tink everyone is fked up but himself

3. says he will do this, do that, but he nvr does

he said he will change, says he will like ..make things better.
ALL BS.

i really really hate being in such a painful r/s.

i dun even feel like i am in one.

i dun even like to b close to h im anymore, not cuz i dun love him but cuz he has got too much negativity and vengence.

No, he doesnt read the blog.

so he doesnt know and wouldnt know all these.

Maybe i sshld just distance miself away from those negative fields

I want to be home in singapore .

OH, yesterday, i was working at BVD...
someting bad happened, tis dickhead i tink he is gay , like seriously, anyway ...move all these goddamn bottles from one table to another !!!!!! and this involve moving to DIFFERENT rooms.
which means BYPASSING all the fkn pple and which means getting really irrit by the time i reach the table with - 1 bottle of chivas, 1 jug of ice, and 1 jug of coke

and FK ..got to bring glasses
so as i was stacking the glasses , one slip and fell and hit another and in the process of the commotion , i got a deep cut and was bleeding from mi index finger ( i thank god it wasnt mi thumb).

FK! it hurt.

anD FK! it is one more hour before i finished working . so with a bleeding finger, i continue working.

man . this is one hell of a nite

alot of pple has misception on mi side job, they tink it is sleazy or inappropriate.

but really, it is not at all.

u are jus a waitress, but only bring heavier stuff to table . it is hardwork. not easy at all. we got to carry Trays of cups sometimes .
no, u hardly get picked up . and in stances when u do, pple always ask if u are attached and when u say u are, they jus lay off and not harrass u.
the pple who offer u tips , they are just more generous, thats all. they dun do any shit to u.
they are jus nice cuz u worked ur arse off and they noe.
Do we get harrass.? no , not at all. meggie looks out for mi . so does all t he security guard.
Craig sits on top of the stairs, and if anyone does anything rude or dangerous, u can throw him out.
Why do i do tis job?
simple , i earn quite good and there is no tax.
how good is tat?

so i hope pple will stop having misconception about the job. and miself.
i am jus an opportunist , thats all. :)

tired gin

2007-03-14T03:05:00.000-07:00

Starteed working this wk ,
even though i started on a tuesday and may have friday off, but i am so flat out.

Firstly, i tink i am not good a physio.
handling is shit!

and

Theory is shit!

i feel bad about it .

Problems:

Theoretical knowledge shit
Handling skills SHit
Assessments are Shit!

okie..

so i got to
1. study
2. practice :)

man , how terrible ! :(

i better work harder.

i cant wait for the wkend really but i am worried too...cuz
alex is goin away for three wks ,

in terms of paper work and stuff..i haent really got the hang off it .
AT least the physios are a blast to work with .

kinda.

love sucks

2007-03-10T04:15:00.000-08:00

LOVE sucks!

Why i am such a failure with r/s ?

or is it just men ?

mebe i shld just date girls?

or mebe it is mi

NEW weight ---------------------------

43. 8 kg!!!

HAHAH!!! YAY ! HURRAY!!

i feel pretty

Lifecare

2007-03-06T15:23:00.000-08:00

Lifecare.
Here i come.

Scary.

OH well. wateva!

My Role Model

2007-02-27T02:46:00.000-08:00

Lately, i have been practising interview questions, often, one question is often asked.

THat is ...

Who is your role model.

Until today, i don't have a clue.

I think , my role model has to be Bill Gates.

Let us take a look at his journey..............

Bill Gates is probably worth millions - billions of dollars. A very sucessful and driven man indeed.

At a young age, he has forsee that personal computers will be an integral part of life ..and there you have it

The founder of .................

microsoft words.
microsoft XP
Windows Vista ( and probably many more)

All these amazing software for PC.

But on the other hand, he is also a gentle, kind man.

just a lil blurb ......

His contributions to the charity organisations are so huge that it can create positive impact in living conditions of the poor.
William Henry Gates III (born October 28, 1955 in Seattle, Washington) is an American entrepreneur and the co-founder, chairman, former chief software architect, and former CEO of Microsoft, the world's largest software company. Forbes magazine's list of The World's Billionaires has ranked him as the richest person in the world for the last thirteen consecutive years,[3] and recent estimates put his net worth near $82 billion.[2] When family wealth is considered, his family ranks second behind the Walton family.[4][5]
Gates is one of the best-known entrepreneurs of the personal computer revolution. Although he is widely respected by people who see his wealth as a product of intelligence and foresight,[6][7] his business tactics have often been criticized as unethical or anti-competitive, and have, in some instances, been ruled as such in court.[8][9] Since amassing his fortune, Gates has pursued a number of philanthropic endeavors, donating large amounts of money to various charitable organizations and scientific research programs through the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation, established in 2000.

No wait, hang on...
i admire him not becuz of what he is worth , but for his personality, his intelligence, foresight, entrepreneurship and his leadership abilities.

Also , for his humanitarian work, the large sums of money he donated were astounding

The Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation (B&MGF) is the largest transparently operated[1] charitable foundation in the world, founded by Bill and Melinda Gates in 2000. The primary aims of the foundation are, globally, to enhance healthcare and reduce extreme poverty, and, in the United States, to expand educational opportunities and access to information technology. The foundation, based out of Seattle, Washington in the United States, is co-chaired by Bill and Melinda Gates and Gates' father, William H. Gates, Sr.; its Chief Executive Officer is Patty Stonesifer. As of October 2006, it has an endowment of approximately US$31.9 billion.[2]

this blog entry can go on foreva............

Do i wanna b someone like bill gates ?

Definitely!

Bill Gates Rocks !

SPERM

2007-02-26T23:08:00.000-08:00

This is about a friend of mine, lets call him sperm .

Sperm is 22 year old, an old friend of mine, from anglican high school .

okie, i shall not divulge too much details in case he decides to mince mi into little pieces.

Well, me and sperm has been talking alot as he has a bit of a dilemmna now.

It is quite funny so i was tinking i will blog about it.

Sperm has a girlfriend but he is in love , ..okie..maybe not in love, he has the maddest crush on his colleague.

Firstly, Sperm and his gf are on rocky terms , they argue all the time . ( just like mi and my ex-bf , or william as we just broke up . )

Yet on the other hand, he doesnt seem like he wants to break up with his gf now .

Lets talk about the crush ...

She is 26 years old, four yrs older than sperm .

But she is quite pretty i think ( i m not shure, the only access i have to her face is a tiny picture of her from sperm , not very helpful).
She has tons of admirers and suitors and sperm is one of the many.

Sperm has a done alot for her...

1. made valentines day gift for her

2. Bought her dinner

3. sends her mushy sms - eg" i will nvr let u go hungry"

GAWK!
SO FKN MUSHY!

anyway, his crush is his colleague at work and therefore, it is inevitable that he sees her at work.

And his crush , always hang out with the guys in the office.

Firstly, analysing the situation,

i think it is firstly, wrong for him to EMOTIONALLY CHEAT on his gf.
but he is my friend so....hmmm...................i did speak for his gf behalf cuz i am so righteous! haha.

secondly, i think the girl is a bit of an attention seeking ...gal .
i mean which gal spends all her time with guys .?!
i mean she dun go out with her chick frens ? dun eat lunch with her chick frens ?
AND....worse of all, why is she still not attached if there are `1000000000 guys after her?!

MY solutions to his problems are actually quite straightforward, the only problem is whether he has the guts to do it or not ........

cuz sperm has quite low self esteem ...but i swear to god, he is not ugly ..but he has got cuter friends . ..hahahha

1. break up with the gf and wholeheartedly chase his crush .
since we only live once.

2. stay together with his gf and commit to the r/s more wholeheartedly.

3. Stay single and don;t be bothered about gals till his career takes off .

So, sperm , what do u think ? :)

Hollywood style

2007-02-26T22:51:00.000-08:00

MY WEIGHT NOW IS ..................................

44.06KG

the secret is .................

change ur diet and heaps of exercise !

Brekkie
cereal drink or a slice of bread

lunch
Salad with smoked salmon.

Dinner
either asian ( with little rice)
or
Pasta salad ( yes, lonely me having it tonite)

Exercise once a day
i cycle, jog, do weights, lurges, abds workout and stretching .
that takes about 2 hours usually .

'YES!
i love my new body!

But ...............my GOAL IS

42.5 KG

wish me alot of luck and determination !

man , i have grown to love salad and all other gross green leaves which i used to HATE !!!

ohh, i miss all mi friends from singapore !

Bro, sailing is ending soon!
Hang on tight!

Lili's Birthday

2007-02-25T03:14:00.000-08:00

Li li 22nd !! Lavish Watermark .

Girls ..hot gals ! her friend is really pretty !!

Happy 22nd Lili!

Lili and the Rum truffle Cake !

It taste sooo great !

Bought - Myers

life of a bum !

2007-02-22T20:58:00.000-08:00

i am seriously the biggest bum ever.

Let me go through a day in my life.

11.00 am - wakes up

12.00 pm- gym

3.00pm- lunch and then shower and then check my email etc

6 pm- if i have to, make dinner

7 pm - dinner

8 pm to late - MSN .

This is terrible !

This is definitely a love/hate relationship .
Yucks!

Lili Birthday

2007-02-22T00:49:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is ................ta dummm

Lili bday!!

and

Interview practice DAY!!!

and

Last gym day!!

Membership expires tmr !!

:(

HELP!

2007-02-21T03:38:00.000-08:00

1. How to cover more of the screen ?

2 MY song ends in midway! wtf

ANY help ?

Ice Blog

2007-02-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

I spend the whole night working on the blog.

Grabbed a new template and made some changes to the html.

I changed :
the personal details and also the fonts, some parts of the skin, add a tag board, add music .

SO much work !!!

GAWK !

Enuf is enuf!

i love my new blog !

The trouble with love

2007-02-20T05:47:00.000-08:00

hot today, but cool in the night . Perfect weather.

I was supposed to find a template for my blog template but somehow it slipped my mind.

Good news !!!

1. got an interview on monday.
i really hope to get a job.

2. got some salad and smoked salmon! and lemon! weight lost program!!

I love this blog. no one reads it anymore :)
It is just for myself:)

I feel so troubled now, i don't know what to do.
I feel like i am in a sinking ship , but i don't want to jump into to the sea cuz i cant swim.

William and me are facing alot of problems, and i really don't know how to deal with it.
i don't know why we argue so much , maybe bcuz he is not here to give mi any support.
i feel kind of lonely without him .
Being a promoter was to elevate my loneliness.

Sometimes, i just want to escape the issues and pretend that , in the morning when i wake up, and everyting is back to normal . But of cuz, that is not the case. I wish wheneva he wakes up, he will greet mi with a smile and a hug, and pretend nothing has happened. Maybe i just like to escape from problems.

I feel like running to my car and hug it. it is like my only friend lately. you know, i always feel tat, with my echo baby, i can b alone and yet b strong.

Empty-ness

2007-02-18T04:39:00.000-08:00

10 things i hate about my life now:

1. the weather is fk up !

2. i am jobless !

3. negative income!!!

4. william is away. makes mi sad sad.

5. Argued with william today.

6. washing machine in mi car

7. Have to move out

8. i am in aussie land

9. promoting for lavish

10. not having a puppy dog.

10 things i like about mi life:

1. it is summer . i love summer.

2. i got mi son 332. he is like mi emotional support lately.

3. a new mobile !!!

4. i am still optimistic!!!

5. i can drive better !

6. Bottle gal!! the tips are so good !

7. ...thats about it .

TOO much negativity!

HURRAY ! its raining at melb! much needed to lower the heat.

i am actually quite glad i redo the template and took away the links .
this blog will be made private . i want it all for myself to reflect on mi life.

to make my life happier, i got to get rid of the 10 things i hate , then i will not hate anyting in mi life.

These few days has been kinda lonely without william.

Even thou when i am surrounded by pple, i felt alone.

Anyway, been a tough night, tough day, i feel that , as much as i am having problems , cant b what ali is going thru today.

HIS CAR GOT BROKE INTO AT ST ALBANS !
i hope the guy will get like herpes many many times !

PARis to Berlin

2006-05-25T00:44:00.001-07:00

Designing an ex program ..sounds easy..but it is so not easy .

i am so sick , literally from prancing about mi room .

i haf been listening to " from paris to berlin" like 20 times . even my housmate is sick of it.

i am sooo tired..physically..imagine prancing about for 3 hours...how would u feel?!

ARGH!!!

i slp wif the song in mi head too!!

later tonite is PUSH UP ! i tink i wanna throw up at that thot...

yet another issue is ...mi and mi bf..
i tink i am hafing some emotiional struggle . i am obviously very unhappy for the past few days ..in fact for this whole week..seeking solace from everione but mi bf. .y?

i am so scared it will end ...

but i noe ...i will work abit harder at it.

i know i am making him very upset...but i am very upset too..i guess i really hoped he could make mi happy , cheer mi up ,but y doesnt he seem to be able to make mi happy?

all of a sudden, i understood wat joe meant ...
joe:" why the other gals will try to make mi smile when i am down but u cant? "

i see his point now .

sometimes ...i reflect back on wat joe said and all those stuff he hates bout mi ..and i could see his point of view and i haf changed. he will be quite proud of mi if he knew ..how much i changed since dating him .

or mebe it is PMS..let mi see..it is prob two wks away..oke...so mebe not .
mebe cuz i misses mi frens since everione is so busy . and when they are hafing hols ..i will b in clinics agian. damn..

anyway..i really care for pple whom i love and i realli want them to be happy .
mebe i jus need the extra loving ...
mebe i jus some more time ....
mebe i jus need to be patient..
mebe time will tell....

blogging is not helping ..i need coping strategy...

yesh!

back to bouncing wif mi HUGE GREEN BALL which he blew up for mi .

i dun tink i can live wifout him .

i tink i am doomed

i tink i am dumb....

i tink i will not let sometime small get in the way of sometime big

PARis to Berlin

2006-05-25T00:44:00.000-07:00

Wee with a bit ..Weebit Weebit!!!

2006-05-16T01:28:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!

SO MUCH work to do ..but i am stil blogging ..let mi see

there is mi assignments and a couple of bdays ...mi first month wif mi other half. ..shittttt...

This is terrible ..i havent been like thise before ..spending all mi time with him ..its insane . its like we spend 7 hours apart over the whole wkend and already we missed each other so much. i dunt wanna tink bout when its time for him to go, how am i goin to go thru the next 2 yrs...

on the other hand..i feel immensely guilty cuz i haf not done much work over the wkend . its disgusting
i am ashamed of miself, i promise that i will work harder tis wk. :)!! BEEAAMM!!
I feel immensely guilty bout the ball ..too ..cuz simon seems annoyed that i did not inform him bout mi change in plans..sorry :( germs wasnt too pleased too...sorrryyy...in fact everyone doesnt seemed pleased.

WEEBIT!

i wana see him tmr. :)
He wana see mi tonite..:)

WEebiT!

tis wkend is so busy ..but i will try to do as much work as i can...cuz after...its mi gin. the fking workaholic. who tinks bout sch work even when she is cuddling up wif her bf. blarh !

CAR WOES!

2006-05-09T18:13:00.000-07:00

ARGH!

GIN IS officially a broke person. SO pls....

1. Dun bother asking her to catch movies
2. Dun bother asking her to eat out
3. Dun bother asking her to club unless she has got frees
4. Dun bother asking her to go drinking
5. Dun bother asking her to go shopping ..unless its window shopping

rite...

Gin is also

1. having second thots to go to physio ball
2. having second thots to applying gym memebership
3. having second thots to going on trips at the end of the yr

IT all started due to her baby SON 332

YESH! mi car ...DO u noe how much it is to service that bugger?!

friggin nearly 400 bucks . now that is suicidal. friggin hell suicidal!
pluz the prev week i spent 300+ on clothes ..okok...thats was my fault and i sooo regret it cuz i could haf spend it on my son.

OK..tis also means ...

NO BDAY PARTY . Screw it. i am not hafing one. i will jus watch tv.

wokays.

nope . i did not tell mi parents. cuz that will b immediate suicidal for mi .

ORITE PPLE ...

i guess wif mi car, i shld realli start saving a bit more. haiiii...........

back from the dead

2006-05-01T15:41:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since i last blog and i suppose everyone had sorta figured out i wasnt goin to blog for a bit .

It had been a busy 4 months for mi therefore i had absolutely no time to blog !

I missed blogging ...it was really a good outlet for me to express my thoughts.

Lately , there seem to be alot of bad stuff happening...

Let 's see....there is catherine the evil woman ...who failed mi and mi frens at our cardio placement.

I so wanna waste 10 yrs of my life to become a god damn pulmonary rehab guru, overthrow her, and get her jobless.
Then once i succeed in doin that, i will go on to Lifecare and do a cardio extension of it! ahahahahah!!! After all, its all a bout jon ford.

I missed mi singapore frens. i tink bout them now and then ...:( ...yah....and the crazy stufff we do . But, gotta to move on dahling ....its time to look into PR-ing in Aus and yah...moving on wif life. But i so wanna go back for my god bro's bday :9

I got myself a car....its an adorable yr 2003 echo. I love him...but i am such a shit driver that i dunoe wat to do . :( man. will i ever be good enuf to drive to ..say sydney and buy krispy kreme???

GOt a bf again....will it be a one month ting again?
i am reealli not shure. sigh . mi and mi one - months....its depressing .
imagine, when i get married and it doesnt go past one month.. woot woot.
U see, sometimes even i don't understand myself. i seem to do things which i know are wrong , but i still persists wif it . Sometimes i will go into rude zone and evil zone....for no apparant resason and end up making those who loves mi ..to stop loving mi . I believe i am insane . it may be time to book myself in with Dr hong to check mi dying brain cells. or mebe my mutate brain cells...:(

BAck to uni life. Nvr been so happy before. Hell awaits me .

I promise to blog consistently during theory block . no promises during clinics thou .
MUHAHAHAH@

P.S . i miss u guys too...u gals u physio gals ..i realised i havent been hangin out wif u gals. i feel that we are drifting apart .....sorriez. i promise not to spend too much time away from u guys .

life

2005-12-20T00:49:00.000-08:00

As i am sitting at home ...in front of mi laptop ( again )....i was thinking about ...yeSH!! my future~

Where will i be in 5 years...a fking good physio ..or jus another mediocre physio ...?

i haf frens who are 27, and they are setting up their own thang, and one has successfully set up some business and he jets ard the world. He is heading off to shanghai and States next month. This really got me thinking about ...wat about mi ?

My first ex bf - on the other hand is attempting to design rings and manufacture them . impressive.

My second ex bf has , started investing in properties. ...he bought an apt in the city , at QV .

While on the other hand, the third one, has a businese of his own " Comics point " and he is setting up another business involved in security cameras.

Lets not go into wat the rest of mi frens are doin..it is goin to be too depressing for me.

On the other hand ...wat am i doin?

i am partying every single week .

Ok, so i came up wif a plan ..to mebe enrich myself during the hols , but is it working ? nope . it is not . ARGH! wat should i do ??? According to my plan ..i shld be up there by age 26, but at the rate i am going, i am not too shure about attaining my goals .

I am trying to find out wat interest me, but i do not think physio is the right thing for me. But, it is too late to regret, however, physio has got many components ..and next yr, will be the time when we get to try out more diverse aspects, and hopefully, i would be able to find smthg that intrigues mi.

DAmn ,...i am so slpy. Such a bum :(

ARGH!! i cant wait for sch to start..but i dont wan my hols to end .

My brain feels like mash potato .

Random thoughts - interview with hugo boss personnel tmr, lunch wif james before. MOS at night ?

Deejaying equipment which marty's fren - byron is selling . shld i buy it ? i got to wait for the pictures to come through and a couple of detailed questioning, mite even make a long dist call.

kohei is missing , hasn't spoke to him for a wk . His ring is wif mi , i shld pawn it since i am broke now. A bit of polishing i mite fetch 50 from ebay or smthg.

mm....no clothes . no new shoes. ...sigh .....

Hafing papaya for lunch ..so fking disgusting ..

joe msged mi on frenster ..sigh ..as u noe ..joe is mi ex..and he commented on my profile,
cuz i had
" i wan to be a lady and i will be a ladying rah rah on mi profile "

he left me a msg....
" Since when u wanted to become a lady haha"

Now...usually i will be like ...annoyed . now , i really cannot be bothered. things i do , i do them for a purpose . I really do not need comments like this sometimes. i did not invade ur privacy or ur space , or send u sarcastic remarks. U were the one who dumped me via sms ..sigh. oh well, if i am bored i will reply to that msg, if not , i guess i can always take a nap since tmr will b one hell of a busy day.

REGRETS

2005-12-15T06:10:00.000-08:00

i was drunk , last night .

SO drunk that

1. bouncer refuse my entry to zouk
2. i threw up outside zouk
3. i blacked out for an hour outside zouk
4. kohei and tis other guy has to haul mi and chuck mi into the cab
5. woke up in sheryl's home :)

but bcuz of that i saw how nice some pple are ...( not wif my eyes literally .)

Thank you sheryl and spices . Things would haf been bad if u guys aint there for mi .to clean up my puke and get me home and all. :(

Thank you kohei ...for coming out of zouk to carry mi . i am sorry i weigh a ton ( dead weight as sheryl taught mi )

Thank you sheryl's fren.

Screw u julien for not helping . u deserve ur " Fking arsehole " .title i would seriously reconsider our frenship .

I promise nvr to
1. binge drink
2. get drunk
3. do anyting like that ever again

i overestimate myself and caused such a scene outside the club:(
Probably will not go there for a few wks ? hopefully pple will forget mi face.
Mi mom was fuming mad at mi ,cuz i got home at 6 am :( . at least i got home sober and not falling all over the place . That will seriously get me grounded .

Food Galore!!!

2005-12-06T04:52:00.000-08:00

Over the past two days , i have basically accomplished nothing at all , but eating and shopping . I have been a professional bum . hahA.
i have some goals that i wished to achieve over the hols ,

1 wine
there is a basic wine appreciation class at NTU.
$40 bucks
Date : 14 DEc 2005

No one is interested but mi .
Doesn't matter , i am quite independent . But ..i need to get 40 bucks from my parents . My mom is a #$%$^ . so of cuz i got to ask my dad :(
and no i am not an alco

2. master a new language

Now that is impossible .and language classes cost a bomb! but ..sigh ....

3. get a job!

Now , i haf been working on that ...cross my fingers i get a good job soon
like i am not asking for much in terms of jobs description , but i need one with slightly flexi - hours ...say start at 1 pm ? because of my stupid attachment to CGH .

4. More brains ?

Now, how to do tat?
Say ..steal some off shufen ? jervis ? eunice? aikit ? i dunoe ..now that is a tough one

5. MY CARS~!

Man , i got to start driving more since i almost crashed the other day ..how scary is that .
And read bout my hondas..yah i haf gone lazY :(

6. Slim down~!
But ..how is tat possible ? i haf been gorging myself with food ! damn nnn...wish i can grow thin MIRaculously!
ohh...there is this new technique in HK , that helps chicks slim down. It involves setting herbs placed on ur tummy on fire! Now , why dunt they haf that in singapore ?~! damnn!! i am sure it is bettter than slimming pills ....its time to franchise it here. APparantly it is very effective !!
I WANT ! I WANT !

kit and eunice - at TCC
Iced kahlau latte and ice mon cherry latte
mE! with my tiramisu at TCC!

it is yummZ! recommended !! definitely i tink it taste better than the lava cake AWHH ...isnt that prettyYY ???!!!

Tat is barbie with pegasus deco. it looks wayyyy better in real life :)

mi and mi chicken at menotti !! the pasta that jervis and spices have ( as seen below are just as delicious ! ) highly recommended !

Happy birthday jervis !~ u are officially 21!!!

Jervis had taglialetta past a( or smthg like dat). it was good . it taste different .,..but it is good . u get what i mean ?

Shufen had penne pasta. wif tomato and cheese . it is safe - nice . meaning , it shld appeal to general public , but it don;t taste special like jervis 's pasta

YUMM@!! the soffiato is great!!

but ...the choco mousse .taste more like ...choco ice cream. it is really rich in flavour , but it is HARD! how can choco mousse be hard ?

The latte was good though.

MI, spices and jervis were nausea after lunch ! we had so much to eat.

Trekked all the way from suntec city to CONCOURSE ! ( near lavender ) . man , wanted to die at the end of the day. blisters wif new shoes :(

Zouk tmr ..looking forward to it :) but i realli want to go forbidden city - indochine and attica now ..:( boohoo hoo

MI, jervis and spices

2005-12-02T10:50:00.000-08:00

Tonite, is the most eventful , yet the most Un-eventful full nite ever in singapore . Let me see, went to soo many pubs ( pub hopping wifout drinking ) and went to A not so good club.

First, its the same three of us again, known them for 8 years ... giggling ., laffing .,..with our DEAR jervis pissing mi and spices off. Cuz he was speaking in eng -accented mandarine ( his mandarine sux ) , and he was going on and on in his shit mandarine . Mi and spices were asking him to shuddup ! jus shuddup!! We even employed dialect vulgarities , but he just would not shut up ! Finally, we did the ultimate, we shall not speak to him unless he stops the nonsense! hahA! Finally , jer stopped pissing us off ! teheh!

us three - with regine missing cuz she is in china : ( we were in muddie murphy !

1. Balcony

The place is gorgeous. But ...too crowded . Like i say, singapore 's pub/ club is Fucking small . So annoying .
Hot pple every where .prob cuz it was dark .

Orite, so we decided to go

2. Ice cold beer

Yet another very crowded pub. Come on, it only 9 .40 pm ( yah..i checked! wTH)

Okie. why not hit alleybar .....nice, cosy and clasSY....

3.alley bar . The door gal remembers me. hahA. thanks to kohei . She was so friendly to me. tehe..well well..time to make new friends and get privilege/ benefits.

Rite....then ..............

4. Muddie Murphy . It is like an irish pub. live band . Excellent place to hang out with . Except. there is a lot of old whites..make mi feel like i am in aussie / in a senior citizen 's home or smthg .

Had a Chardonnay there . Yah . i quit drinking hard liquor ..its all wine now . so there.

Had our drink ..hey ! lets go to another place ..

Fen was tinking of cluBBing ...
rite.......................................so we head off to "coco latte" ..yah ..cuz of the membership ...but alas...let' s just say i aint goin back there again ...

live band in ="Muddie Murphy "

5. Coco Latte

The place is gorgeous but
1. crowd is to young
2. then again, wat crowd ?

Some suggestions to improve
1. attract older crowd
2. get guest performers
3. cheaper drinks , look , dbl 0 is jus ard the corner rite? competition
4. better looking crowd ?
5. Haf promotions for uni students to haf their so called bash .

So, we left not long after and went to ..............

6. liquid room 's entrance .
The place looks good , and there is a lot of pple . i wanna try liquid room .goin to start researching on that.

My new list of clubs / pubs

1. balcony
2. liquid room
3. attica
4. indochine,

I need to find some realli adventurous pple to try them out wif mi , cuz i feel guilty draggin mi mates there . Cuz sometimes , these are not the best places to hang out :(

Hell , but i haf fun , its always fun wif them ! tehehe!

Some things nvr change !

2005-12-01T17:06:00.000-08:00

12 am ....on the msn :

Chang Z: wanna go for supper?
mi: yah . why not if it is at simpang? ( 5 mins from mi place )
Chang Z: ernest is outside ur place . Go change
mi : are u shure ?
Chang Z : YESH
mi : i see no car
Chang Z: u dun believe mi ?
Chang Z: When i am telling the truth, pple dun believe mi
mi: are u shure it is not a jk ?
Chang Z: Yarh. Call ernest if u do not believe mi .
mi: Orite

5 mins later ....
mi: oh ya . u are rite
Chang Z : Bitch
Mi : SorrY!

In ernest car,
chang Z: AHHH..u dint believe mi!
mi : WAtevaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....................

Its four of us - ernest, bobbY, changZ and mi . At siglap ....hafin supper ..tehhe..
let mi say, some tings jus nvr change...well, mebe it changes ...slightly ...

Firstly, the tok bout comp games...
Chang Z : i bought the gloves ...
Bobby: Why did u buy accessories? its useless. Wasting ur money ...
mi tinks...E? WTH?

Next , the car/ bike tok...
i can't remember what was the content.

Next the bitching tok...
smthg bout ...kenneth and wilson . ...and laiyew...and kids
If u had kids, dun let them play wif marcus kids . cuz marcus 's kids will bully ur kids .
OH, dun let them play with laiyew 's kids too ( prob sex pervs at a young , infant-ish age) or say chang Z ' kids .
If ur kids' education requires funding , find bobby ( rich arse )
..............thank god noting bout mi kids ...i am prob the first to get married anyway ..since i am older than all three

Next the sex tok ...( noting good )
first, it was smthg bout i shld get laid . ( wonder why i am always te innocent target )
Chang Z: tell us stories bout wat happens in aus ? ahAAA!!! u went out wif an indian rite!! hahahha!!! u SPG ( aka Sari party gaL )
Mi : Shuddup ! it was a mistake nvr to b made. Frig man . !! ARGH !! suddup ! and it was like in april ..so long ago damnit!
Ernest: i wan to remain a virgin foreva
Mi: a Virgin arse u mean ?
Ernest: U like it from behind arh ?
MI: mi god. why is it mi again?

...............................and the night continues ...................................................................

Reach home at 3 am......................

can't slp properly today ...............................

Got up at 8.30 am.......................

blogging...i am so bored ........................................

Wine

2005-12-01T05:36:00.000-08:00

" IWSC Merlot Trophy Win for 2002 Rosemount Estate Diamond Label Merlot

Rosemount Estate Diamond Label Merlot 2002 has won the Merlot Trophy at this year’s International Wine and Spirit Competition (IWSC). July’s win against a strong field of quality merlots from around the world, marks only the second time in the competition’s history that an Australian Merlot has received the prestigious award.

The fruit for this wine is from Rosemount’s vineyards in McLaren Vale and Mudgee as well as a proportion from the Murray Valley and Langhorne Creek

The 2002 vintage was characterised by cool conditions in spring and summer. A warm, dry autumn ensured the grapes reached optimum ripeness. The long ripening period and cool temperatures ensured the crop was harvested with great character and persistent flavours.

After the wine was fermented it was aged in a mix of American and French oak for 11 months, before being released. It is a vibrant crimson colour, with a lifted, expressive nose with aromas of red berry and plum. A vibrant palate of ripe plum and red cherry is complemented by smooth tannins and integrated oak before a long, savoury finish.

Merlot is emerging as one of the most sought after red wine varietals of Australia. Originating from the Bordeaux region of France, it is regarded there as a variety best suited to blending with its more famous cousin, cabernet sauvignon, along with cabernet franc and malbec. In recent times however, there has been a gathering recognition that in the New World climates, merlot is capable of making excellent wines in its own right. "

This is what i drank yesterday

Ohh..my mom is mad

see, i borrowed some mags on wine , and books on learnig french ..and guess wat she said ?

mom:" Why are u wasting ur time ? Do u haf any idea wat u wan to do wif ur future career?"

i tink : " Wat the...tis is my hols! i shld b relaxing , pluz its educational man ...oh my god"

tell mi , is she being unreasonable, or am i the crazee one?

Two japanese and one singaporean ! = Fun !

2005-11-30T08:57:00.000-08:00

Check out japan 's mobile phone !
Man ! it looks so different from singapore 's ones and it is sooo cool looking ! i haf to admit !
that is Aikira ? / Akira 's mobile ! he jus arrived in singapore two days ago . He is a " bboy" ..haha..the hip hop language .

We had a debate wat it means ..
aikira said it means - " break boys "
Yesh! i was correct .

From wat kohei told mi , aikira / akira / arkira ? is a well known bboy in japan ! his breaking skills are so good that kohei's pales in comparision .

How sick is tis? kohei caressing his own " tits " , mimicking cindy crawfod ! Who do u tink is hotter?? GRRRR...hahA!

Now , he is mimicking a chicken ! OMG! we were laffing and snapping away like tourists ! technically speaking , onli one of us is a tourist. The pple at the taxi stand was highly amused by us and they asked us which country we were from ! ARGH! ahA!

arkira : japan

kohei " jap, singapore , melB

Mi : Singapore , melb

WAt an interesting mix i haf to say :)

CAts all over his house !

ARGH !

Mi and kohei finished a bottle of wine while arkira swam . He was doin hell a lot of stretches before swiming

arkira , stretching . 15 mins later ,

gin : are u still stretching ?

arkira : yah ..haha. embarrasses laughters

i was tipsy by the time arkira finished swiming ! omg ! a bottle of red ..among two pple ? tell mi ...iam good drinker or wat?

SAW kohei 's sista n i tink she is soo nice !

mi , "bboy style " ..no t breaking ..more like "bathrobe style :( ..."

US~ three loony in te city ..wif kohei 's face gone ! hahA ! too baD !

Alley bar ..more drinking . omg ....i am counting the cals ...

went home at 12 am ..at the train station ..yet again ..on the escalator

Young dude : " hi ! how are u ? cna i noe u ?"

Gin:" no . thankew. i am ok "

Sigh. ..i realised ..hot guys dun haf to do that ...but ugly guys haf to do that :)

Harry Potter and the Globet of Fire

2005-11-29T04:25:00.000-08:00

harry potter and the globet of fire

Thankew alicia!!
HAHA! i went to watch the movie wif mi honey, alicia . say ..dahling, thans for the free movie tix! it was Excellent!

Apparantly, if u were to read the book, u will feel that the movie sorta simplified it a lil too much ....

But...i have not read the book, therefore, in my opinion, the movie aint half - bad.

Tehehe..Cedric is hot ..tehhe! but i like Krum too ......my taste in men is soooo diverse!
Actualli, i like harry most, becuz, he looks so ....school-boyish hot...mann....tough choice.

The effects are soo cooll!! ( teheee..sounds like some blabbering teen eh? )

tee! the movie is not too bad..if i wasnt feeling unwell, i would haf enjoyed it more !

France ...here i cant come !

2005-11-28T10:49:00.000-08:00

Who wants to go france?
probably everione i noe would love to go ...

J: Are u free on dec 9?
gin: Mebeeee....
J: Wanna go france wif mi ?
gin : er...... ( tinks > WTFFFF!! of cuz! ), will get back to u .

Gin tinks
1. money is not a prob . i haf some money i could spend and start crying
2. place to stay is not a prob , J is from france
3. telling my parents is a prob.....:(
Ma and dad will Frigging kill mi!!! Say....goin to france with one friend , pluz its a guy .
orite... so .but, its FRANCE! omg!

rite, i checked air ticket ( now i regret not doin my frequent flyer ! i would haf accumulate a lot of points!!! DAmnit! )

i am doin frequent flyer tmr ! $%^%*^&(&* . i wan mi points ..and mi miles !

okiE...
air ticket via singapore airline s - $1950 bucks
okie..that is manageable .

lets see....
expenditure : lets say...stay with J 's family
transport: lets say i walk / J's car
Food: frig ..drink water , go on a diet

so far so good

Orite ..parents ..thats tricky
say ....
" i am goin hk wif a grp of mi gal frens ..and the air tix is wif mi chick fren and we are meeting at te airport ...and ( make it a wkday afternn so parents wil not be able to send u there) ....
and voila ..!!and we are goin for 10 days ! hmmmm...yah ..er..long stay ..long stay ..hahA "
now , that sounds better and better ...tehhe!
Before i invite miself to J's house and ..car and all, i better check wif him first cuz if i haf to pay for hotel , i will haf to seriously sell mi arse . And that is NO good!

I wish mi family was
1, super relaxed
2. filthy rich. Well off ? not good enuf ....now ...if onli ......i got like moree money so i get more allowances ..so ..i get to go france !!! wifout hafing to worry bout certain expenses .

mi sista's bday!!!

2005-11-27T07:19:00.000-08:00

Man, i got up at 10 am in the morning, went to see my doctor for my THREE wks long cough ...and for some rash on my hip . Apparantly i was allergy to the metal buttons / tingy on the inside of my jeans...i am so upest ...its goin to haf a scar cuz it was soo itchy :(

Went out eif NONO ( kenneth) ...we wanted to watch "just like heaven" , but alas, they dint haf it at bugis,. so we travel to cineleisure at somerset ..but it was SOLD OUT!!!

We ended up eating at " pasta mania " and went looking for " Meritus MAnadarin" ...cuz i was to haf dinner there later .

Next , we went to orchard library..hahA!!!
i borrowed a couple of magz:

1. Food and wine
2. Food and wine
3. Expat living

It looks interesting ...:)

Orite ...noting to do..

Dinner time ...time to meet my family for dinner at " Meritus Mandarin" cuz its mi sis bdaY!!!
AWH!
i had chicken rice ( 17.80 ) . omg
the rest haad buffet ...
mom had bat ku teh ( 16 .80 )
WAH !!!

WAs good~
No buffet for mi ..cuz i am DIETing ! tehhee!

yEt another 7 am

2005-11-25T22:46:00.000-08:00

omg!!! i got home at 7 ish am AGAIN!

Yesterday..was MADDDD!!!!
mi and regine, and her two friends , ruby and monica, went to coco latte and dbl - o!! ( my first time at Dbl -o!!! )
It was maddddd!!
Becuz Regine had a bottle of chivas regal under her bf's name and it was 3/4 full. That is retarded, four gals had to finish the un-finished bottle of chivas regal ! omg! bcuz...James can't make it ( i assume since he , did not ....contact us at all....) and so we drank, and drank , and drank and drank and drank ....and voila ! finish the bottle in 2 hours. Mind u , chivas is such a disgusting liquor, i feel sick just tinking bout how i forced the drinks down last nite.
Coco latte was kinda empty ...so we were bored. And we decided to head to .................Dbl-o . Now the place is nice and all , but ......the crowd is kinda young , and the muzik jus aint right ( i prefer that muzik at coco latte ) ..its like techno-remixed kinda R n B style . Er, and it was like top 40 ....so ..yah..but it was still ok , still dance-able .
Monica and me were kinda gone, yah..we were giggling and we fell down like twice . :(

Club closes at 3 am . Ruby was stil drinking , i sweear to god , she is good!

The staff switches on the lights! omg! so bright! hahA~! And no more muzik ..singapore clubs are so funny:)

After which , we head off for supper . ..we hda wanton soup and wanton noodles . yummmm and some drinks as we were so dehydrated! Singapore clubs are friggin ridiculous cuz they do not provide free water :( wat tite arse!!!! :(

Mi fren , kohei was ard the area, so he came by and we headed off to coffee club. its 24 hrs! Ordered yet another drink and more drinks and calamari rings. I ate the salad garnishing the calamari rings ..cuz i was on my diet tingy.
Kohei is like " Doramon " came alive ! He has got everi damn ting possible!
"doramon" is a cartoon character , which has a pouch at the front of his body. It is a magic pouch which has got like ..everi damn ting ...on earth . Wateva u wan, he is able to pull it out from his magical pouch ! yah!
Kohei-mon !!!!
a. he produced a fan from his huge bag
b. he produced a plastic bag for monica to puke

look, "Doramon " as regine said ! hahA!

Monica felt sick , so regine and monica left , while i bummed wif kohei.
OH! Kohei is from melbourne too, but he is japanese, but he is staying in singapore ..confusing huh ? meaning he is frm japan , but lives in singapore for more than 10 years . However, he is studying in melbourne at the moment.

Kohei and mi made frens wif the waiter " Rafi " at coffee club, we haf our own table and Rafi is our personal waiter . Yay! Rafi says we gotten look for him ...wheneva we are in coffee club ! haha! Rafi was very amused by mi and kohei,mebe cuz we are frenly and we tok so much shit..cuz we were half drunk :)

The sun was out , and it was time to go home before mi parents chopped mi into lil pieces
Got home at 7 am . YAWNzzzz..so slpy .

Kohei has an interview at 1 pm . while i ....am allowed to slp to wateva time i wanted.

hot guy

2005-11-25T00:10:00.000-08:00

okie .
Look at the guy in black .
leave a msg on the tag board if u tink he is hot . cuz i think he is friggin HOT ~ ! omg! yah! one of those few guys who make mi ..GAGA!
guys like this can not be found in singapore.....WHY WHY. mebe it can be, but its goin to be like HARD !

Happy birthday winki and germaine

2005-11-24T09:36:00.000-08:00

outside hereen - World cup!!! 17 days to world cup!!!
WAH! gold adidas sneakers! so hugEE!! loook !! black soccer players!

HappY birthday Germs and winki!!

dinner at marche!
i was sooo hungry that i had to eat before the rest ( germs and ken and alicia arrived )
i had chicken breast in black pepper sauce ! YUMMMZZZ!!

Yah..starting wAYY before everione else!

Birthday cake was orange yogurt cake !
weird..cake ..but i like it . it looks like ..erm..tofu ? feels like tofu ..but taste better than tofu . Low fat and low sugar too!

Then ...shop ard...then go home . OKIE . its a boring entry but i don't caRE!

Now, cake doesnt look so pretty ....

NOw..that look gross. ya..winki! dun play with the cake!