YAWNZ!!! its 8-ish in the morning ..and i am up blogging. I realised that i felt worse..my cough has gotten worse and so did my running nose. WAT kinDA of mEDS am i taking? why aRE they making mi symptoms worse?? #Q$#%$#%$#^$#^ i am not too happi bout this .

SO happi! Alicia is coming by today to get her stuff. That means i get to see some civilisation . I have been coped at home for too long and there is not much human contact. te he he. i feel like i am isolated from the world..cuz i haf some deadly virus or smthg .te he he. I mean there are pple who tried to get mi out of the house, but i really dunt wan to sprad the bug to them, unless they got good immune system or they jus don't mind catching the bug. But seriously, tell me, who wans to fall ill rite? NO ONE!!! Or unless u love mi bugs! te he he..but again ..i dun tink anyone love bugs, regardless where it came from .

My kitchen counter is filled wif diff kinda of meds and lozenges. The tissue boxes are running empty and my BIG rubbish bin is filled to the brim wif tissue paper. Yep . i haf been blowing my nose too much . My cough is still dry and it tickles my throat. sigh. not a good sensation at all.

My best friend from singapore is chatting with me on msn rite now ..my poor dahling is sooo stress up :( i feel so useless..cuz i cant do anyting much for her . She is busy editing her group essay and i am chatting with her on msn ..does tat mean i am distracting her?

I don't understand . i have been eating my three meals ..or mebe 5 meals daily. Eat my kiwi fruits which is vit c loaded and drink heaps of warm water and take mi meds. SO why am i still sick ? damn, i look so un-glam now ..messy hair...slpy eyes...and yucky home clothes...awh..jus wanna crawl into my sheets and continue to sleep.

i got noting to do at home too. its ridiculous, tings i got to do today
1. find my bond receipt and call mi housemate who is in malaysia rite now
2. put the bond claim in the letter box and sms my ex-landlord
3. borrow auto saloon mag from mi frens, SAy terry, can i borrow ur mags? promise to return them ! te he he !
4. go to uni to find out about neuro clinics
5. more sleep - sometimes i wonder is it cuz i slp too much . therefore i am so sick ?
6. call kaz. i am not playing tennis on thur
7. i shld pack mi house
8. more sleep

ARGH !! so many tings to do ! omg! i jus finish a box of tissue! te he he my head is spinning . i am trying not to fall aslp. te he he. mebe i shld go back to slp.

Remember on my previous blog ..i said i tot of mi wedding..orite i shall blog bout it now.
It will definitely have to be a beach wedding. i will be in my gown ...semi formal-ish since it is at the beach . the ceremony tingy will b at the beach ..and then mi and mi dahling will cruise away in a yacht ( rather than ur usual merc or wateva ) ..but i wil get to the beach in the fancy car .
i was tinking of like a horse carriage ..but ..i decided...against it. i dun wan to smell like horses. :)
okie ..and the whole dinner tingy ( as u noe it is part of a tradition for chinese to haf some kinda of dinner at night .) will be at a hotel next to the beach ! te he he!! AWH ..isnt that romantic? HAHA. yesh . i will continue to day dream . its still early..i can still dream :) Time to slp more . te he he . i feel very sedated again. DAmn ! the prime time of youth - summER ! and all i do is slp:(
VERY PRODUCTIVE eh?

GOODNITE!