As i am sitting at home ...in front of mi laptop ( again )....i was thinking about ...yeSH!! my future~

Where will i be in 5 years...a fking good physio ..or jus another mediocre physio ...?

i haf frens who are 27, and they are setting up their own thang, and one has successfully set up some business and he jets ard the world. He is heading off to shanghai and States next month. This really got me thinking about ...wat about mi ?

My first ex bf - on the other hand is attempting to design rings and manufacture them . impressive.

My second ex bf has , started investing in properties. ...he bought an apt in the city , at QV .

While on the other hand, the third one, has a businese of his own " Comics point " and he is setting up another business involved in security cameras.

Lets not go into wat the rest of mi frens are doin..it is goin to be too depressing for me.

On the other hand ...wat am i doin?

i am partying every single week .

Ok, so i came up wif a plan ..to mebe enrich myself during the hols , but is it working ? nope . it is not . ARGH! wat should i do ??? According to my plan ..i shld be up there by age 26, but at the rate i am going, i am not too shure about attaining my goals .

I am trying to find out wat interest me, but i do not think physio is the right thing for me. But, it is too late to regret, however, physio has got many components ..and next yr, will be the time when we get to try out more diverse aspects, and hopefully, i would be able to find smthg that intrigues mi.

DAmn ,...i am so slpy. Such a bum :(

ARGH!! i cant wait for sch to start..but i dont wan my hols to end .

My brain feels like mash potato .

Random thoughts - interview with hugo boss personnel tmr, lunch wif james before. MOS at night ?

Deejaying equipment which marty's fren - byron is selling . shld i buy it ? i got to wait for the pictures to come through and a couple of detailed questioning, mite even make a long dist call.

kohei is missing , hasn't spoke to him for a wk . His ring is wif mi , i shld pawn it since i am broke now. A bit of polishing i mite fetch 50 from ebay or smthg.

mm....no clothes . no new shoes. ...sigh .....

Hafing papaya for lunch ..so fking disgusting ..

joe msged mi on frenster ..sigh ..as u noe ..joe is mi ex..and he commented on my profile,
cuz i had
" i wan to be a lady and i will be a ladying rah rah on mi profile "

he left me a msg....
" Since when u wanted to become a lady haha"

Now...usually i will be like ...annoyed . now , i really cannot be bothered. things i do , i do them for a purpose . I really do not need comments like this sometimes. i did not invade ur privacy or ur space , or send u sarcastic remarks. U were the one who dumped me via sms ..sigh. oh well, if i am bored i will reply to that msg, if not , i guess i can always take a nap since tmr will b one hell of a busy day.